17 September 2010 @ 04:29 pm
violentDESIRE ♡  
Since it's hard to get to know a person quickly I thought I would introduce myself a bit so you know who's behind the user violentdesire :)

Journal;;
This journal is mainly public and I would like to keep it that way unless something makes me change my mind.
95% public
4% friends-only
1% private
Feel free to add me. However, I will not be friending back if your journal is empty unless you leave me a message so I know ^^;;. And I won't be adding back if you just added for the sake of having more friends on your list =\

Who;;
Name: Jiawen
Birthday: November 18, 1990 (yes, I'm legal age now >:O)
Horoscope: Scorpio Pretty good description of who I am ^0^. And, people say I fit the characteristics of being a scorpio haha.
Education: 1st year university >:O
Ethnicity: Chinese though a lover of Korean/Japanese culture ;) heh.

Looks;;
Fashion: heavily influenced by Korean fashion, currently, because of it's laid back style. And, Japanese/Chinese when I feel like dressing up
Hair: straight, long, black hair. I like keeping my hair black. Although I would love to have it with a bit of a blue-black tint. Too bad they fade quick.
Height: 5'2 - 5'3

Personality;;
♪ I'm pretty shy initially. Although, I've been trying to be more open now haha. Can be really weird/humorous.. and friends say I talk a lot >_> psht haha.
♪ For some reason my friends expect me to be responsible for something bad! HAHA.
Eg. -friend taking out present from a bag that's from a lingerie store-
Friend A: Did someone buy her lingerie?
Me: Who would buy her lingerie as a farewell present??
Friend C: ...You bought her lingerie didn't you?
NOOOOOO!!!!! T_T
Or when someone moved my friend's backpack across the room and she accused me... -silence- okay it was me HAHA ♥
♪ Hella stubborn. But I would like to call it strong-willed or determined HAHA :) I have strong opinions and I am not likely to move from them unless the person has a very good points to move me. But my friends just think I should stop talking HAHA : ( -tear-
♪ I would like to think I will do anything for family and friends. And I will, anything in my power. As long as I don't hurt myself in the process. I will not stay up till 5AM listening to a friend crying if I have a final exam the next morning haha.
♪ I have a short-temper. And it shows. I guess it has to do with the strong opinions hahaha. My friends still love me... right? ... You better!! -shakes fist and does cutting motion-
♪ Going out drinking and clubbing isn't exactly my idea of fun. I like having control over my thoughts and actions. I guess having friends taking the other road in life has really scared me off that path in my life haha. I had a friend that dealed drugs, a friend that overdosed from drugs, and the list goes on.
♪ I can be very emotional and cry easily. Like.. looking at your face kind of made me cry HAHA JK!!! -heart- : (
♪ I can be very vain of my looks. Just because words that people have said back then and how I've been treated in the past affected me. I can't bring myself to go out with sweats =_=. Oh, how I long for the warmth of sweats when I'm outside in the brutal Canadian winter hahaha.
♪ Is very possessive. Both people and things. I like to keep everything close to me and have a hard time letting go. Which gives me a headache making myself let people go. Or even being sad to have to give something away or throw it away because everything means something to me haha.
click !! All very true. Probably explains me the best.
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Random facts;;
☆ I actually took piano for 6 years. I quit right before I had to do the exam for level 6. It's quite sad because truthfully, I don't know how to play at all now. 6 years wasted -sigh-.
☆ I'm left-handed, weeee! I am personally hoping that the "Left-handed people are smarter" line is true.. :D.
☆ I'm a DBSG fangirl.. a lazy one. I'm too lazy to scroll through the million pages of DBSG and learn about what's happening at this second. And.. my computer cannot take anymore DBSG videos ahh.
☆ My ringtone was Su Ha's ringtone from the kdrama "Hello!Miss" Oo La La ♪ Sadly, people gave me weird looks as they walk by and hear the little children singing.
☆ I love buying drinks. That's where all my money disappears to. Second Cup, Starbucks, and BBT.. yum yum ♡ DAMN YOU DRINKS T_T.
☆ I'm a big camwhore, but I have cut down. I'm also picky of which ones to put up so I don't put up much hehe. Which also reminds me, I don't like when people take shots of me without me knowing/wanting it. But I've let it slide recently because.. it's all for the sake of memories :)
☆ I'm the oldest child in my family. I have a little brother and I'm also the oldest out of all my cousins too =\. They're all like in elementary -sigh-. I wish I had an older cousin to spoil me :D.
☆ I'm addicted to Asian dramas and recently Western ones too haha. You can check out ones I've watched here
☆ Have a habit of biting bottom lip and sometimes licking top lip o_o.
☆ I love reading gossip sites =_= It's hard to resist. Especially now that we have omona/aiya/arama theydidn't =_=




Updated: July/16/09

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( 30 comments — Post a new comment )
Anna[info]pandabamboo on January 28th, 2007 09:55 pm (UTC)
Hi! I somehow stumbled onto your xanga site through HKnese street fashion or what that blogring's called now again. =]

Add me as friend?
icyaznangel[info]icyaznangel on March 20th, 2007 02:32 am (UTC)
good songs =)
queenaac[info]queenaac on May 7th, 2007 04:52 pm (UTC)
can i download these ? hahahah
jiawen.[info]violentdesire on May 7th, 2007 05:23 pm (UTC)
which songs you want?
queenaac[info]queenaac on May 8th, 2007 01:38 pm (UTC)
that i do not know yet HAHA!
홍련[info]candypunch on August 14th, 2007 07:02 pm (UTC)
Hi!

passing around by your LJ I figured out how lovely girl you are :D and that you love reading j-mazgazines like me! i've never before realized that you were actually the one that posted those great scans sets of Non-no, soooo I'd love to meet you some more.
i'm from Chile, a bit far away i know XD and that's why at times my english sucks, but surely you understand it.

Add me back? <333
jiawen.: Jae&Jun[info]violentdesire on August 15th, 2007 05:22 am (UTC)
Why thank you XD.
Wow, how do you like it in Chile?
Do you have entries in English o_o?
Back for a limited time only.[info]cookietan on September 24th, 2007 05:53 pm (UTC)

helllo! i saw you on jmagazinescans! vivi, pinky, nonno, ps, and popteen are my favorite magazines. i actually like a mix of all of them since fashion is my favorite!

i dont think you have to worry about me asking for scans since i get japanese magazines from my friend that lives in japan, so yeah! :) at first, i thought you were japanese, but you look cute anyways, so! :D

is it ok if i can be your friend? i usually post in my lj but i have a japanese blog that i post on recent so check that out if you want. bye bye!
chung: cute cowboy couple[info]ah_chung on December 7th, 2007 03:46 am (UTC)
Hello ^^

I just stumbled across your journal via random clicking (jmag comm) and thought you were interesting so mind being friends?

Right now I'm supposed to be banned from the computer ^^' (self imposed... I have finals for the next two weeks :/) ... but I needed a break from studying!! XD

I love Asian dramas, fashion and music. I like a lot of things but I think I spend the most time on those three. I also love shopping and reading manga. I like some stuff in school but I doubt you would be interested in that.

Oh. And my name is Chung.
[info]awindowlife on December 26th, 2007 08:42 am (UTC)
heyy, I found you through jmagazinescans, do you mind if I add you? I simply love Vivi and I noticed you uploaded a lot on that community. :) I really appreciate the scans :D!
jiawen.: Hyun Bin[info]violentdesire on December 28th, 2007 08:24 am (UTC)
Sure :)
Hope we can be good friends XD.
Riku Tsuda[info]aika_mikage on January 20th, 2008 01:07 am (UTC)
Boomchakakaka! >=D Guess who? Ahahahahaha. D= I checked back Thaochi's area and saw your commentos below. =D Care to add me mon wonderful ami? =DDDDD >=D You have some pretty interesting stuff lol. XD Ladeedeedee~!
jiawen.: Ji Hoon[info]violentdesire on January 24th, 2008 03:39 am (UTC)
o_o Is it Connie?
Ahh, did you mistake me for someone else haha XP. Wait, who do you think I am first? haha >_<.
Riku Tsuda[info]aika_mikage on January 24th, 2008 03:51 am (UTC)
:D Yeah it's Connie lol. =D I know it's you C-R-MAN! XD D: I know you are the fobster at school dressing in your fob clothes and chillin like a villain with adeline sometimes lol. XD You dropped lunch bag! lol. I didn't mistake you lol. >=D I wanted to be friends!
jiawen.[info]violentdesire on January 24th, 2008 06:06 am (UTC)
HAHA! Chillin like a villian?! You should be rapper!! HAHA.
Hey! You're fob too!!
Yes.. shhh don't mention the lunch bag HAHA ;) ;)
sim.plicity簡單[info]simplicity777 on February 9th, 2008 07:29 am (UTC)
你好. *noods head*
jiawen.[info]violentdesire on February 9th, 2008 11:18 pm (UTC)
ahh!! you know I can't read Chinese T_T HAHA!!
Wait!! I know the word "ni" awesome : )
Wendy: Zhang Li Yin // All in Favour! (SuYin)[info]rikayla on February 9th, 2008 11:01 pm (UTC)
Even if you said that your journal is mostly public, I'm adding you anyways because any Zhang Li Yin fan is a friend of mine. :D
jiawen.: Jae[info]violentdesire on February 12th, 2008 02:31 am (UTC)
:O yay! Another Zhang Li Yin fan puahaha >_<.. and I see you like Junsu x LiYin together too :)!
Seems kinda stalkerish, but I've actually seen your site au-contraire.org around before haha!
night_x_core[info]night_x_core on May 5th, 2008 07:22 am (UTC)
Kdramas are totally the best!!!
I randomly stumbled upon your page. (Was searching online for some ideas on how to cut my hair, typed in fob[for fun], and your icon came up.) I recognized the model in your icon and clicked. Led me here. BAM! I think you are a neato person. We should be friends yo! We can chat about the kdramas. <3
jiawen.[info]violentdesire on May 5th, 2008 06:41 pm (UTC)
Re: Kdramas are totally the best!!!
Haha, you seem neat too.
What hairstyles are you looking for?
[:PehAiyin[info]tata_beep on October 25th, 2008 11:33 am (UTC)
you can call me Aiyin
what about you?
mooforyou[info]mooforyou on February 19th, 2009 11:11 pm (UTC)
hey
Hey there. I'm actually from soompi..I saw that you were from Edmonton from your shop actually, but you never came by the Edmonton thread at all!

We are actually quite close =) I take the 168 home from Northgate so i'm a Northsider as well.

Sorry if you find this creepy. Just sometimes..I dunno I want more Edmontonian friends..so yeah..im creepy...but oh well tis who I am o_o

I'm a gr 12 student so i'll be at the U of A the next year or the year after u_u Nice to meet you I guess =P If you don't find me creepy feel free to comment back ^_^ I was guna PM you via soompi but eh..either way it's pretty creepy..so I might as well.
jiawen.: fashion-look at ocean[info]violentdesire on February 20th, 2009 07:38 am (UTC)
Re: hey
Helloo :)
I've actually on occasion visited the thread. I just never posted heh.
What high school did you go to?
It's fine haha add me on livejournal and on Soompi if you want ^^. I'll add you back too. I just don't really go find Edmontonians because I guess I'm shy XD. Don't like people judging from my online personality and PSed pictures ;) haha.
Maybe I'll get to see you in Edmonton sometime XD.
mooforyou[info]mooforyou on February 22nd, 2009 07:07 pm (UTC)
Re: hey
I went to Harry Ainlay. Rather a little far I know :/ But oh well..im graduating this year so i'll never have to go back there again xD Although I really miss it..not the people in the school, but the actual school. How bout you? Where did you go?
Ahaha aw..i'm shy too. I'm just like this online because well..it's not like anyone can see me be crazy. Online, there's not really the "awkward" thing. You just say whatever. I act like this in real life when I know someone but if I don't well yeah..I like hide in my corner ._."
But I mean when you're online..people WILL judge..for me I just judge people from their personality =) If they're good people..well it shows right?
Where abouts do you live by if you don't mind me asking. I'll add you on here :] I used to be active on soompi, but not so much anymore. My user is Mooie tho so if you see me around, that's me ^^"
jiawen.[info]violentdesire on February 22nd, 2009 11:40 pm (UTC)
Re: hey
Harry Ainlay? Isn't that on southside? o_O
Actually, my high school was pretty far too. I went to MAC. Took an hour for me to get to school when I took the School Special bus.
Uni is in a way more relaxing, yet at the same time it's more stressing haha. I like how we have more freedom now than when I was in high school. At the same time I miss how all the teachers babied us in high school XD.
I live by Belle Rive. You? Eaux Claires to be exact, though. You?
mooforyou[info]mooforyou on February 23rd, 2009 03:38 am (UTC)
Re: hey
Yeah..South side..where the dumb construction is and I always sit on the 9 getting frustrated cuz on bad days i'd be a minute or two from missing the bus that goes by our school so i'd sit on the 9 looking grumpy when I see the bus pull off.
Ahaha jr. high and high school was a big difference too..man seriously if you failed a class the teacher won't care at all. But in jr. high they walk all over you until you do better.
I'm sure Uni is guna be a challenge for me seeing as how I lack self discipline in high school enough as it is =P Maybe i'll meet better friends in Uni who would motivate me and stuff..you don't have class everyday in Uni right? =o It's just selected days? But I don't think im going to Uni next year. I'm going to center high to upgrade my marks..heh.
Hmm Belle Rive? Never really heard of it. I live in Skyview, the new houses where the 168 goes. It's down by Superstore, Cineplex Odeon, and where those places are a little further down from Northgate. What bus do you take home?
jiawen.: fashion-nerdy girl[info]violentdesire on February 25th, 2009 01:37 am (UTC)
Re: hey
I just like barely got into university I think haha. My friend missed by 0.2 or 0.02.. something like that haha. She just went to MacEwan instead. I got in because I went through Arts for Business haha. I have school everyday. Although I know some people who don't. But they're just taking the courses they need and dropping out and going to MacEwan because they couldn't get into dental hygiene. It's so hard to get into DH haha they accept like 200? students out of the thousands of applications. I have 5 subjects that I have to take in order to get into business. And then I took some extra "option" to fill up the credits needed to get in. What are you trying to get into for Uni?

I think I might be a bit more North than you. I take the 153 or 191 haha. Whichever one comes first o_o. So it's near Sobey's, Save On Foods, and Canadian Tire o_o.
mooforyou[info]mooforyou on March 17th, 2009 06:07 am (UTC)
Re: hey
Wow sorry late late reply. Everything gets burried in my email and school is trying to kill me ><

Ohh i'm going through arts for designs but i'm not going into it next year cuz im dumb xD Guna upgrade or Uni xfer at MacEwan..i'll figure something out by then :]

Ohh the 153 to Lago Lindo? Oh wow that is quite far. I used to take the 16 all the way down to Esso and Save on and stuff but yeah the 153 does go abit farther if I remember that properly xD My cousin lives in Lago Lindo but I haven't went down there for awhile now.
雪♥[info]sweetfabulous on July 15th, 2009 06:35 pm (UTC)
hi! :D
we have a lot of things in common and also, our personalities are similiar, i dont feel alone in the world lol, i like to comment on my friends entries and get to know more about them, i dont add just to have more people.
i'm argentinian,i speak spanish and my english sucks >.< but i write my entries in english cuz i really want to be better myself"
add me? <3